October

Where has this month gone? I have no clue. And I don't know why I haven't been blogging. There have been plenty of things to write about, but I just haven't been in the mood.

So here it is the 31st, and I just feel blank. I taught a Teacher Training/Refresher class this past Thursday. I was so excited to share some new things, and it seemed like everyone was overwhelmed. I had two people (well, 3 if you count my husband) give me positive feedback. The rest all looked scared. So Friday I walked around the house crying all morning. I don't know if I was just so hyped up that emotionally the only direction to go was deep depression? Isn't there a happy medium somewhere? LOL I still feel whipped, but I keep telling myself that Satan is attacking me. He does not want our church to succeed.

Little Boy's #s have been a bit high so we increased his Lantus dose by one unit. It seems to be helping. We had been giving his Levemir shot at night, but when we switched to Lantus, the endo had us start giving his shot in the mornings. This means that when it starts to wear off, it's at night and morning. This prevents extreme lows at night. This prevents Mommy and Daddy from worrying about Dead-in-the-Bed Syndrome as much as we had before the switch. Of course, this doesn't guarantee anything. It kills me to hear of children who die in their sleep b/c their # drops too low. I cannot even imagine finding my child lifeless in his bed.

Just another burden to keep giving back to Jesus b/c I keep picking it up, I guess.

Busy

It's been so long since I posted here. I've just been so busy. Homeschooling two little people, trying to keep up and even get ahead (hahahahaha) at home, and church.

Church has been taking a lot of our time lately. And I need to get ready for church, so I'll have to post more later. :0)